through all this chaos we found safety.

my junior year is rapidly coming to a close.
here's a quick rundown for those who haven't heard from me in a while
1. i'm still single and currently not sure how i feel about that
2. i'm worried about the future and not sure how i feel about it
3. i'm currently not sure if i should be going into youth ministry

basically i'm not sure about a lot of things.
the last few weeks have kind of slapped me in the face. it feels like i have been zoning out for about a month and i am finally starting to realize i may have wasted a bunch of valuable time on nothing.

many projects are due soon.

i am excited for this summer. cool people are staying around. i am going to be working in dordt's chapel and tearing the place apart making sense of all the lights and sound.

i will start blogging more because it is relaxing in a weird way.