so lately i have been keeping a raging ball of stress hidden inside me. i don't get really mad very often, but when you combine stress and me letting people down an ugly side. i don't like being angry and stressed and on top of that feel like i'm letting people down.
i am currently in 2 different plays and it is making me panic. i seriously have not done any homework over the last 3 days because i have been so busy with the show. stress.
that is all in the way of complaining, people don't need to read about it because i do it enough in real life.
other than stressful things i have been enjoying my life. ojk finally practiced again. it was the first time since we recorded our cd and songs did not go terribly well, but paul wrote another new song and i am a big fan of it. we are playing shows the next 2 weekends and there is much excitement in the air. we are hoping to have the cd ready by this saturday. i have been burning cds like crazy so hopefully it all comes together.
i have been having a lot of good conversations about theology and Christianity in general. i'm starting to develope a new sense of what it means for me to be a Christian. all the struggles i have been having are starting to get resolved and i am excited about what is happening in my life. i am no longer afraid to go into the ministry and am starting to figure out what i want to do. it is good feeling.
i have blog syndrome as i am now going to call it. i have all these good things to say and then i forget them when it comes time to share them with the world wide interweb.
i did finally get my physical done for my occupation this summer. i also got a shot. i wanted to kick chair very hard because i hate shots so much.
time to continue work on lines and stressful things.
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I have blog syndrome alot too.
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