i want to stay inside for good

that title isn't true at all.
the weather seems like it is going to start getting nice and stay that way.
i love it when the temperature is around 50 degrees. pants and sweatshirt weather.

this is the official dead week blog.
in semesters past i have blogged about how dead week is far from dead and how i have so much to do.
this remains true of this dead week.
i believe last time i checked i have 4 papers due on friday. yes!

the benedict affair is recording shortly after the school year ends. very exciting.

i have stated before that some of the most relaxing times for me have come when i am on dordt's campus with no homework or anything pressing to do. i kindof hope that is what this summer will be.

i believe i have found a church to work with next fall. chances are i am going to be teaming up with another dordt student to help rebuild a youth program in a church in george iowa. hopefully that pans out. i feel like i have the knowledge to go into youth ministry, but i am considering a different path. for one of my classes we had to take a bunch of quizzes about spiritual gifts and what not. on every single one i scored high in some form of arts and low in interpersonal skills. i think the low score in interpersonal skills came from me being hard on myself. however this is causing me to consider looking for some sort of arts in worship position. i have no idea what that looks like, but apparently these jobs exist. who knows what will happen.

time for night class.

through all this chaos we found safety.

my junior year is rapidly coming to a close.
here's a quick rundown for those who haven't heard from me in a while
1. i'm still single and currently not sure how i feel about that
2. i'm worried about the future and not sure how i feel about it
3. i'm currently not sure if i should be going into youth ministry

basically i'm not sure about a lot of things.
the last few weeks have kind of slapped me in the face. it feels like i have been zoning out for about a month and i am finally starting to realize i may have wasted a bunch of valuable time on nothing.

many projects are due soon.

i am excited for this summer. cool people are staying around. i am going to be working in dordt's chapel and tearing the place apart making sense of all the lights and sound.

i will start blogging more because it is relaxing in a weird way.